After phone talk with her, I'm feeling awaken. Something is bothering me? I have no idea... I just can't sleep and sit on my bed again, turn on the light, switch on my notebook and start typing here.
The mind is just all about her. I never find this feeling with anyone other than her, this feeling is very strong, and it's totally different, nothing negative.
I am going to change job soon, hoping to have a short break before I start with new job. This is a regular practise for me, I always take a short break, stay cool and recharge myself before joining a new employer. This time, I would like to spend some times with her, maybe to have a trip, enjoy some great times, or time for just both of us, but the timing isn't look great. She is pretty busy recently, maybe she is workaholic, hoping to be more motivated again, to polish her communication skill in English. Of cause this is always really encouraging, and she always has my spiritual support.
Think about the trip to her hometown in Ipoh, it is pretty relaxing and healthy. I am thinking when are we going to make it again? It's a peaceful city, fresh air and free from traffic, just like my hometown in Seremban. she concerns that I may be bored but I was not, instead the place gives me a chance to relax my mind, to have a healthier lifestyle, like no different going to ClubMed. :) The important thing is... We are accompanying each other. :)
In my mind, job is important in our life, but it's not our life. I will work hard during my working hours, but... For personal life, I will try not to bring up any topic related to my work. I'll spend my free time with my love one, at least to prove that I am keeping a space and time for us. And also spare my time for my badminton game, these are enough for me so far, I believe I am capable to accommodate. Of cause she means everything to me, and she appears first ever in my mind on whatever I am going to do...
Oh... I think I have to get back to my bed, try to catch up some sleep... :)
