TC Life Notes - Pee Stop...

I am just done my breakfast. While I was taking my breakfast, I flipped the newspaper, to read some news and articles. There was 1 advertisement came to my attention. Kitaro is going to perform at Arena of Stars in Genting Highland! Wao... That's cool!!!

I listen to Kitaro's music since in year 1988, loving his music very much, specially the Silk Road series. When I am feeling stress, I will listen to some light and easy music, Kitaro's albums are always the first choice. I don't have to listen to the entire album, but just at least giving me 5 to 10 minutes, I close my eyes, with my headphone right between my ears, let the music surrounding my head, follow the rhythm, don't think and enjoy it.

His convert will be on 30th November and 1st December, I don't know if I am going to watch it or not, usually the ticket fee is pretty expensive for a professional musician like him. Will reconsider it again, and I don't know my dear loves it or not...

Today is not a good day. I had an argument with my dad in the morning while having our breakfast. It's not serious, but the feeling is very bad, and this is going to drag for few days. Any unhappy thing that is happened between me and family, or with my love one, it will never make me feel good for long time. This sounds bad to me, maybe I just care too much for them.

After that, I am thinking, am I too much? Or I have just to let them be, set them free? I have no idea... I'm just feeling sad.

Bad feeling always remind me to do better in future, not to mistake again. I have this character all the while, I will never promise without using my brain, because this is going to make me worse! I will only make a statement within my ability. As I told my dear love, I can achieve for whatever I have promised her, just the matter of time; But I will never promise when I have doubt on it.

Back in year 1983, there was 1 incident happened to me and my brother. We were studying in the same school, my mum reminded me all the time, to take good care of the brother in school. One day, my brother lost his money and we went for noodle during our break, so sad that I didn't share with him, and I was scold by my mum in the evening. This incident always reminds me to treat my brothers and sister good in future, in order not to have bad feeling or any regret! Hehee... So things that are not being done so well, I'll take initiative to help, or just do it myself.

Being the eldest one in the family is not easy, there are certain responsiblities to carry out. And he/she can be a bad boy/girl. I'm very sorry to my dad. Sigh....