TC Life Notes - Pee Stop...

I woke up at 7:10am, the brain was fresh and peaceful, looked into the sky, it's pretty clear, guess it's going to be a sunny day. She was still sleeping soundly in bed. I was not going to do anything at that moment, thinking about...

It's going to be a busy, long... working day for her, I was not going to wake her up, as she used to wake up late, having pressure in her works, so I just let her rest longer. I laid on my own bed, stared at the ceiling for a while. We would go for sushi at Sunway Pyramid for our lunch, as planned yesterday, so I was just waiting, thinking about... What should I do for the day. I knew that I had to finish up some software development base on the files I had got.

Around 10am, she woke up, and she told me that we were not going for sushi, my brain was just blank, I didn't know what could I do, and thought, what else I could prepare for her. I didn't prepare enough foods / fruits in my fridge earlier, as she preferred fruits for her breakfast, somehow I just prepared her a cup of warm milo. It's pretty sad to mention about this, and I'd got them prepared earlier.

Around 12pm plus, I sent her to work. On our journey, the sky wasn't looking good, it's getting cloudy and it could be heavy rain pretty sooner. After that on my way back to home, it was raining heavily, i was cruising slowly heading the way back to my home, I reached to a neigbourhood named Kota Kemuning, thought to have lunch at there but I lost appetite, decided not to get into my house, but I drove around the area, I came to a place and it caught my attention.

How often do your guys get your mind away from busy work, relax yourselves with having nice sceneries? Here I stay for a while, I stay cool and think of her again, maybe she is busy recently, getting more OT / assignments from her superior, and I notice that she has been thinking a lot lately too, this may cause her more tired and pressure, she hopes to achieve to another level, to do much more better in her career.

I just hope that she can utilize her time in a better way. Work is not our life, we can go for sports, or exercises, I believe this can make us more healthier and energetic. She takes up piano class in her free time, this is always encouraging, I will guide her on this too! I have done till grade 5, believe or not ? : ) Just like me, I can be a serious man, work hard during my working hours, try to optimize / speed up my works, play hard during my badminton game, and I can be a home sweet guy, take good care of my family and the love one. I try not to put work into my personal life, as I put herself before me. Recently this is bothering me much, cause I care about her very much, focusing too much on her works may affect our relationship, maybe... I hope not... This is kind of phobia for me, as I had this bad experience, I have been trying hard to stand up from the failure, and hope not to happen on again, it's really worrying... :S

I shared with her yesterday, that we would go to the US and Canada for vacation next year. I believed we could make it, and please trust me, my dear... We would plan it out, hopefully we would make at least a trip each year.

After about 30 minutes, I left... I drove around to see the houses. Nice house is one of my dreams too.. : )

Oh my goodness... Yesterday I played a few songs on her piano, it was not good at all. I used to play Mariage D’ Amour during my school time, it was very well, but I couldn't do it right yesterday, timing was lost, fingers were not touching the right keys, both hands were not matching and etc... Feeling sad...